Friday, November 7, 2008

winter wonderland

It's snowing! Been snowing the whole day in fact and terribly windy too. It's really odd how drastic the weather changed from being nice and warm (or what I have now considered to be nice and warm...lol) to below freezing point in 2 days! But to be honest, snow looks so much nicer from inside where it's warm and comfy rather than when you're outside and being cold waist down because you only have a pair of jeans on unlike waist up where you have 3 layers of clothing plus a scarf and gloves (well that's what it was for me). I bet when I call home dad would ask me if I remember snow since we were last here. 


It's been a tough week - both personal and business. And juggling the both of them together hasn't been much fun. The weekend won't be much help too, since the weekend is what's causing the problem anyway. So he says, "Go to the party and have fun". Yeah...like that's going to help. Keeping myself occupied really just won't make the weekend any bearable. It's just making me more prone to making more mistakes because I'm as distracted as a person could be. 

I'm just wondering what this weekend would mean. Would it bring with it bad or good news? Would my "2008 luck" still work, or has it run out from overuse? My girl friends say that it's going to be good news, but maybe that's because I've been too optimistic when I talk about the situation. Could it be I was living in some sort of an illusion and all this while telling myself something that's not real? I hate those "going-away-for-the-weekend" episodes. It never did me any good except to leave me a nervous wreck who later needs to pick the pieces up and put them together again. 

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